**** Waring This post is full of ranting and raving and just plain irrational thoughts... but hay have to get them out****

Ok os i drop my girls of at my moms house and something on the table catches my eye.... And what is is but a Better version of the exact craft i was working on for my mom as a Christmas gift. It was a gift from my sil law to my mom..... I dont know why but i got soooooooo ticked. I dont know if I angry that I now have to come up with something else. Or jealous that she gets to stay home all day and craft to her little hearts content. Having he momie buy every craft thing her little heart desires. While I work my tusshie off in the craft world none the less, and the only crafting i ever do is making samples for work and these days that is few and far between.

I am starting to think that my identity is to wrapped up in what I do... I am the craft lady.... I have been crafting all my life. and I use to be the only crafty person in the family ... maby i dont like the competition.. and the fact that her stuff always looks wayyyyy better than mine is not right.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think part of it is that I have to work so hard for everything I get... and I feel like she gets everything handed to her on a silver platter.... I dont know if she appreciates it all.

I am or was going to make the same gift for my MIL but now I am wondering if i will. If i do I will not say anything to any one... the last time I did that another sil made MIl the same thing that I did and she gave hers before mine and with a tone of other stuff... made me look just stupid... but granted this time mine was killer... totally spot on.

Thanks for listing to the ranting it dose make me feel better.... a bit... SO now i am off to work to craft for other people * sigh*

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1/2 way WAHOO!!!!

Come on 40!!!

Boy that's a tough one, glad you were able to get it off your chest here though and that you feel better. ((((((((Hugs)))))))))

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Oh Jess, I am so sorry! No advice, just hope it gets better and you come up with a BETTER craft idea!

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Thank you ladies... And of course i will shote for BETTER!!! hehe

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1/2 way WAHOO!!!!

Come on 40!!!