LOL, you're not weird!! I know exactly how you feel. I was (am?) the same way with my DD's baby book. It's such an important event and you don't want to look back in a few years and think your layout is no good! It's a lot of pressure! I ended up scraplifting a new baby layout to get started and I kind of mapped out what I wanted and how many pages I would need and went from there. I also used a kit for a couple of pages, that helped with the "designer's block." I know this isn't much help, but at least now you know you aren't the only one!
Cara