hey there!!!!
I'm so glad you wrote. There's a lot going on. And here is one that is great for newbies and the experienced. If you have questions on how to do something, write it in the thread and I'm sure someone will have your answer....
Did you try the bragbook exchange:
click here
p.s. the kit is free and so will be the shared quick pages.
psps. I'm one of 7 siblings. I know that was tough on my mom. Good for you for finding a creative outlook. Look forward to seeing your layouts!