Thanks you so much EVERYONE for all your suggestions and well wishes... I am feeling a little better now that I have been able to talk about.. I am just really bummed that I have lost so many of my LO's ... I have contacted the websites that I have purchased Kits from and have not heard back yet... I did not buy any Kits from Here because I am new to this site.. But last night I did get a few to get started on some LO's that i need to redo... Its just hard to put my heart into the LO's that are gone Thank you all for listening and responding to my post... I am so glad to know that I can talk to you Girls when I need to...

Amber